Do You Think of Me?
Was it just a test?
Was I nothing, someone to toss away?
I struggled with shame and loss
My thoughts only think of you,
but they should not.
We did not know what love was
And I do not understand the word
I thought you knew what you desired
Was it me? Or the thought of me?
The weakness of my heart has made me numb
We look at each other differently
My shield, undiscerned and broken
Eyes mourn, and gaze unhappily
I yearned, but I couldn't give you what you needed
Gods mercy lingers
I stood too close to the edge of the cliff
I fell, and the waves consumed me
I found no strength in looking for a way to save myself
For the days go by, and I do not know what I feel
My eyes look within, and if I could, I would harden myself
Of two stray hearts, mines has depleted
Christ who made the foundation, he made the path for us to cross
But we let the Devil misguide us
Now my heart bleeds.
Beloved?
We mixed too much and the substance has no way to be saved
You should have taken the leap, but you were unsure since the beginning
Christ is merciful, brings new hope
How cruel is the human condition
when the vessel is broken and must find a way to repair itself in the end.